Thursday, June 18, 2009
Moved to : www.littleprincessie.blogspot.com
1:27 AM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
its the end of another chapter yet the beginning of another...Poly, mass comm... half the semester through..its been quite difficult i guess.. with all the projects and homework piling up.. but i guess its okay bah.. still copable.. nid good fwens to get u thru. hah yay kenzi and brenda. Its a weird thingy, transition from poly to secondary.. its making me miss alot of things.suddenly life is so based on independence, im losing myself. im not that strong. not like other people. Haidie, Very Singer course is coming to an end, just another graduation party and im done with it. even though im not one of those selected, but i tink it was a great time? okayy la. i made a few fwens and they rather nice to me. cause im the youngest? Im not really all that lovable type, im trying hard to at least show sth like that but hah. u guys noe bah. i learnt alot. i grew up. i tink im getting a little different going through all the different things that im exposed to. From Very Singer i guess one of the things that i learn the most is dance... HAH xiaoke lao shi, 不知道你几时 才回来。 hmm.. i guess one thing that i hope for the most is that people in VS3 can remain connected to each other bah, even though we have various lives to live. One thing i must say is that im not really all that sad about not being selected. HAH ever since the start, its quite hopeless la everything to me. Pessimism? nah.. i tink its more of 自己知自己事 。 its a fact that im not good enough and may never be. HAH.. its a difficult route. the course made me realise that maybe im not too suitable to be some taiwan singer or sth. its all bit far fetched and dreamy and im tired of all the competiting. i guess even though nobody said it out but its the truth that everyone has in themselves the dream of being the best and excelling. despite the fun and love we haf, there is still the existence of wanting to succeed to a certain extent. anyway, no need to console me or watever, haha thats the point. :)Im still gonna continue singing la, theres still a long way ahead. now i noe wad my mum meant when she always tell me not to day dream too much about being a star cause its a one out of a million thingy. and now i noe wad xueling lao shi meant by compete wif urself instead of others... wanting to win others is such a tiring thing. i cannot take it. HAH. but yay, i will miss the times we haf in haidie and all the teachers. a note to those who wanna join very singer: 舞台是为准备好的人而设定的。yeps.. so join it when u tink ur ready to take on others.Im actually getting tired of everything, sian? HAH... emptiness. lol. no point. heck care. i dunno. hah.. drifting abit away. hmm is there anything to say..... errr... i miss all of ya. HAH i really dooooo...... i dun wan sch to start so fast. i nid enough rest first. if not im gonna suck badly in school in the continuing semester.. not exactly something that i want. Who am i.that the lord of all the earthwould care to noe my nameand care to feel my hurt. I know im drifting far away..but im not doing anything.why.....my chains are gone,i ve been set freethe lord my shepherdhas ransomed meand like a floodhis mercy reignsamazing loveamazing grace.... nope... something wrong..thats so not right. HAIZNobody knows, how weak i am better than uNobody sees, all of my needs better than uand nobody have, the power to change methe way i was born to be..Jesus be strong in my weaknessEmpower me.....Empower me.. like the rushing river flowing to the seahmm.. nahh.. haizz.shhhhhhhh.............是谁从我天空摘走了星星一转眼 眉头聚满乌云从来快乐悲伤都自己横行忘了我也值得被关心一双手一个梦一路上不断的俯冲痛到忘了要怎么喊痛漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过我的世界是零下的沙漠其实我也想要拥抱的温柔融化这颗坚强的泡沫漫长的等候让人特别失落锋锐寂寞把天空都割破还有谁能够紧握着我的手陪着我期待消失的彩虹是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴天灰了 快乐总有限期从来都陷在孤独的流沙里忘了我也配被人在意一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊还有什么值得追求还有什么可以拥有把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁能让我相信被爱的理由 难道结局冥冥之中早已设定了定局。。这就是最后的结果吗?让我相信自己还值得你来爱我求你,不要离开我。这世界是该有希望的不是吗?我也曾经相信过。。我并不是要你来爱我只希望自己不被遗忘陪我。我害怕孤独的感觉这并不是我。不是的。带我走。泪水是不应该流下的。。你还在意吗?或许,我只是一段回忆吧。
2:53 AM
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PROFILE
[Name]Shi Ying
[egg crack]18th Nov 1992
[skoOl]PL(S)
[CCA]Badminton/D ARTS
[Hobbies]Acting/Singing/Dancing
[Height] 164.5cm
[Spoken languages]English, Chinese and Rojak Dialects
[Music Schools]Lee Wei Song school of music - 2004
Music Story - 2006-2007
Hai Die ( Music Forest) - 2008
[Competitions]CSS ( 1 and 2 )
Teenage Icon Finalist 2007
School Competitions
[Performances]Community Centers Events
RCC Events
Outside Performances - Performing Group of MS
Teenage Icons- Teenage Bday Bash at DXO 2007
Loves
Fann
FCBC
SF
PL
My fwens
Computer
TIs
singing
acting
dancing
experiences
handphone
Wislist
1. Pink or Red and Black Laptop
2. Pink or Red and Black DS nintendo
3. More pooh bears
4. More bags =]
5. More clothes
6. Renovate my room
7. Nice watches
8. Pets (dogs or rabbits)
*Hope my ambitions/dreams can come true*
Ambition: Actress/Singer
Wants: To grow taller
Needs: To get slimmer
Aspire: To improve in acting and singing
Wishes: To learn acting,dancing and singing
Hopes : For joy and love
Thinks : Of getting whiter and prettier (like how i dunnnoe)
Sees: Getting into Mediacorp as my goal
Believes: That hardwork do pay off
Tries: TO do better in studies
Pray: That dreams do come true
天将降大任于斯人,必先劳其筋骨,
苦其心志,饿其体肤,空乏其身。。