Sunday, May 24, 2009
YAY im back on blogger.. and im okayyy =] No worries kay all of u.
Anyway, yea... i figured out that i shudnt think too much already lol. i mean just try your best and leave everything to destiny liao lohh.. i mean.. lol bo bian sia! OK!
Anyway, Poly life is soooo bz bz bz bz.. im like BZ everyday..
So heres a note to all secondary school students (copied and pasted from Brenda's blog.. Dear hope you wun mind =P) so dear people.. read this carefully!!
Now that i think of it, i haven't actually done a Poly life evaluation!
I'm now going to list the misconceptions i had, and compare them to the truth!
Misconception 1:
Poly isn't stressful :D.Truth: Are you kidding me? Look at the way they're piling on the projects! I'll be buried under all of them soon.
Misconception 2:
YAY, no school uniforms!Truth: And i spend a good amount of time every morning picking out what clothes i should wear to school. It's pure agony!
Misconception 3:
Projects are fun! Truth: Trudging around creepy ulu areas whilst it's raining definitely ISNT fun. (Journalism news 1 project- i'm still suffering from the trauma of that experience).
Misconception 4:
Poly is fun, cause' Mass comms' is a fun course!Truth: Whoever told me
'Mass comms is a fun course!' was lying. Media Society is even more boring than staring into blank space.
BEYOND HERE ADDED BY SHERRAINE.
Misconception 5:
Being in Poly, school does not start so early!Truth: Right.... I have fwens staying in woodlands waking up 3 hrs before lecture.. lets seee... normal poly lessons start at 9 am.. so they wake up at 6am and take a 2 hr bus ride.. What you think?? Bus ride is such a boredom can~ Before u reach sch, i tink ur half dead or sth =[ and thats for going home too.
Misconception 6:
YAY freedom in poly...Truth: Hmm.. nahh.. although teachers will no longer chase you for work, but its like lol they dont even care.. Its all stated in black and whites in the student guide. Dont hand up any of the daily work = no marks given. You cant even dont do homework anymore WAHH!
Misconception 7:
oooh. no more canteens in Polys.Truth: Wrong.. I wonder why me and my fwens only had one meal in TP after how many months of schling....
Misconception 8:
i can sleep late at night, being on msn :)Truth.. HAH true.. probably rushing through all the journals and projects
LOL people.. figure it out urself man!!!
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Gotta applaud Brenda for this :)
Anyway.. yeps poly life isnt that much fun as you tink.. but well get used to it..
Exams comingg... lalala just one more week of school, 2 days of Exams and YAY hols!!!
HAIZ.. i tink im getting sway lately...
like i lose my phone like ytd ytd ytd.. =[ the red and black one..
lose all my contacts.. so people do msg me along wif ur name if ur contacting me for the first time after 19 May. :)
And lol u all shud be amazed that im not dead by now.. HAHA I had like fever on friday which was at about 39.8 degrees.. HAH doctor was like WAH i guess... he scared i got swine flu??? MWAHAH JKJK My mum was rite.. I dun get sick like get fever at 37.7 degrees or something.. i just shoot up high. MWAHAHA..
Anyway, i din go to school on friday and so monday have to go school early at 9am just to hand up stoooopid homework even though lessons start at 2pm!! :((
Oh, do note that parents letter are not allowed in Polys and only MCs are accepted.
Besides.. do remember to photocopy like at least 5 copies of your MC man! Nid to attach to homework one!!! LOL
Ok.... im getting a little bit feverish again.. so heres my blog ending..
Seeeee.. poly lifeeee.. sleepless nightss.. and so everyone ends up sick!
OH.. forgot to mention something.. I went to the doctor's on friday.. and cause i had fever, was asked to wear a mask.. STOOOPID H1N1.. then everyone in the clinic walked out of the clinic to wait at the entrance while i sit inside! OMG! kiasi LA!! i finalli noe how those doctors and nurses of TTSH last time felt during the SARS period.. COMEON LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok niteee.:P
2:16 AM
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Monday, May 11, 2009
我记得我曾经说过,自己不介意很多东西, 但也记得我曾经也为一样的事而哭过。
我记得我曾经说多,要乐观的面对一切, 却也不禁发现, 自己从来就没有那么坚强。
也许, 这并不是我自己一个人的行为。往往表面上越快乐的人, 心中也许是曾受过最多创伤的。就因为我们经过的太多, 所以才会在路程中也渐渐地忘了原本的自己。
看一看小时候的照片,却发现幼小的我, 虽然不会打扮,穿的衣服也没那么名贵, 但是当时的笑容却是最真实的。是否,经过越多, 就会失去越多? 我并不知道。
我不知道自己到底有多爱自己,也许答案根本就无法令人相信, 会令人质疑。因为在你们面前的我,总是那么小孩子气。我知道,其实这样并不好。和别的人相比,我又能够有多少的怨言呢?有手,有脚,有家,有的吃,有的住,到底还能不快乐什么?
几年前的我,却实太幼稚,不够成熟,让大家都因为我而也感到困惑。 深深的要对那些人道歉。但是事到如今, 我还能靠谁,还能依赖谁?也许,太过习惯自己一个人的生活,我已忘了要如何处事待人,忘了要怎么去爱别人。
对不起
也许,除了梦想,我再也找不到别的推动力。
这可能就是我对梦想执着的原因。
来读我的博客的人因该都是非常了解我的人吧
我希望我不会影响大家。
这只是一瞬间的想法
没事的。。。
真的。。
放了爱。。为了爱。。
我的心为爱流离失所
紧握着回家的线索
当我找到真正的我
才证明我真的没有错
:) 又是新的一天。
有要面对一切。
i shall post about daily life soon.
no worries.
3:03 AM
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Monday, May 04, 2009
The attack of Swine Flu.Mexico's health secretary said the swine flu epidemic in his country "is in its declining phase," even as the disease extended its reach through Europe and Latin America with at least five countries reporting new cases Sunday. China quarantined more than 70 Mexican travelers and Hong Kong isolated 350 people in a hotel as a precaution even though no new swine flu infections appeared in Asia. In Egypt, authorities' attempt to kill all pigs as a precaution against the disease prompted pig owners to clash with police who were helping to seize their animals for slaughter. The death toll in Mexico remains at 19, and the number of confirmed cases has increased slightly, from 473 to 506, including the dead, Health Secretary Jose Angel Cordova said. He said "evolution of the epidemic is in its declining phase." Swine flu has also killed one toddler in the U.S. and has spread to 18 countries worldwide — but experts believe that the global spread is much wider.
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are u afraid?i mean, its like, its coming soon man.. LOLSARS was a bad enugh experience, i wonder when would this stop and when it would all be over.Its so irritating that the flu is working in the dark and theres like no perfect way that we can prevent of fight it. Nobody noes when it would be Singapore's turn or wad. How prepared are we? Im not sure. Its a mystery.Lets pray.Lets hope.And just do our part...I wonder if its possible if we sort of close up Singapore with the public/ world..Each country to control the epidemic first before opening up again..Hmm.. Although it may cause serious crisis on the economic side but... what if the spread gets worst?? Is the world seriously ending??Is it the end now??I haf no idea why i keep thinking about this qns.Is the world already ending.I dun exactly mean to be so pessimistic but.. hmm..what can we do..Temperature taking starts in schools.Perhaps there wun even be schooling soon..HAIZZ..Lets all hope for the best. :)Besides, life' s still moving on isnt it.Im chocolating too much lately.Chocolate makes me happy... or am i just self-psychoing.Poly life is so hectic and tiring...Too many projects to do.. im so not coping..Haidie lessons are ending, which means exams soon..Im not prepared.I dun like to do things when i am totally not confident of it.Im not that daring, not that adventurous.. I dun wanna try.Went for dinner just now, saw mrs lum and ms loh.Im missing PL man...Life out of there is scary..Leaving the sheltering walls of PL.I miss the way teachers bugged at us for homework.I miss the way we went in late for class.I miss the toilet sessions we had.I miss seeing everyone all around campus the whole time.I miss talking to u de way we did.I miss everything.I remembered i ever said this " i cant wait to leave PL and go poly"Hmm, freedom mite not neccesary be good eh?Some one.. help me.我不想逞强, 不想假笑, 不想带着面具。你听得到我的呐喊吗?你听得到我的心跳吗?你还看得到我吗?i wanna keep singing =(its merely just a dream...i told myself.
2:41 AM
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