This Is Me - Joe Jonas e Demi Lovato
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way
This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
HAHA. exactly wad i wanna say this new year.
Its gonna be a new year in just a few hours.
Let me jsut be a teeny weeny more thankful here.
I wanna thank all those who walked wif me the past one year, shared all my joys, all my pains, all my regrets and wiped away all my tears. I wanna apologise to those who were hurt by me.. and i hope to haf ur forgiveness.
I wanna thanks each and every one of you who were part of my life in this one year, for without you, this year would haf never turned out like this. Though there were many upset moments too this year, yet its all just bits and parcel of my memory now. I grew up. I learnt. I tried. I failed. I cried. I hated. I loved. Its been a difficult year and im just hoping that every year would be better than the last. Thank you for ur help and ur love these years.
Counting down to NEW YEAR and i just wanna write down all my hopes for 2009.
Im gonna really try hard to achieve my dreams and ambitions. but its still a mystery whether i succeed or fail. Yet im gonna put my best into it. Time is running out, im aging...RAWR. its time to let you know.. that im gonna put in my best shot the next year. Im gonan sing hard, act hard, dance hard, play hard, learn hard! the next year is crucial.
Things im gonna do in the new year :
- embark on a new chapter of my life
- get braces
- learn the piano well
- sing better
- act better
- dance wif more confidence
- look out for more opportunities.
- get and maintain at my ideal weight
Its time..
Im no longer that girl.
the one lost.
but am still one girl who yearns for ur support and love.
I hope things in the family would be better next year too.
I hope nothing major makes me fall back again.
I love you. would u say u love me too.
Oh, and met up wif church leaders just now.
it was nice and sweet. lalala =]]
i'll remember ya.
continue counting~
its new year yet my mum is in genting rawr.. its ok.. i'll enter 2009 without her
Busy wif work lately, everyday up at 7+ and home at 11. its tiring. especially the standing.. haha.. well, but i got to made a few more fwens haha.. and some whom i think are ver capable and nice, especially shan jie.. haha.. i tink shes a childhood fwen? ehh ahah, she noe my mum, saw me b4 but we never really talked. but hah shes nice.. shes got character.. im so admiring her.. shall post some working pics next time.. but if u ever wanna eat like nice durian puffs from 717 must come sms me and ask me where i am kay?? haha i get fresh fresh one for u ! WAKAKA.... ooh.. haf durian log cake too~ so cute...
Went mediacorp on tuesday to support my couz for CSS, do support her! hahah.. Benita.. yah, saw alot of other CSSs but haha YAY got Felicia Chin!!! hehehe.. preety her. and the real singer of Little Nyonya came, Olivia Ong and sang the song live¬ which was superbly nice¬
Xmas is around the corner, hows shopping for u guys? I wanna ask my mum if i can keep a kitten, cause somebody offered to gif me one, one thats clean, injected and after deworming and blaaa.... i hope she would agree but its only 0.07% to that success rate =[ IM SO SAD! rawrr... =[[[[
Results are out for N levels, i wonder how our batch scored... scaryy January is coming¬¬ Results coming out¬ AHHH
Can i make a Xmas wishlist here :( ::
1- Good results for Os
2- Keep a kitten
3- Go for the acting course in LWS that cost a thousand bucks
4- I want a mp4
5- Pink princessy lappy
6-To learn Jap along wif my other music courses
7-Renovate my room
8- Showers of love and happiness
9- Confidence and improvement in singing,dancing and acting.
10- Opportunities
11- A better and happier year ahead
12- Forgiveness
Went haidie late today, danced.. =] wif darl oh and i met bernice earlier haha, we went shopping and walking for long distances hahahhaa.. thanks dear for the belated present. luv ya!¬ oh darling love ya too haha.. do take care.. get well soon. then we can sing sing sing dance dance dance rarw rawr rawr
love this song and lyrics :)
愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞
思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜
[Name]Shi Ying
[egg crack]18th Nov 1992
[skoOl]PL(S)
[CCA]Badminton/D ARTS
[Hobbies]Acting/Singing/Dancing
[Height] 164.5cm
[Spoken languages]English, Chinese and Rojak Dialects
[Music Schools]Lee Wei Song school of music - 2004
Music Story - 2006-2007
Hai Die ( Music Forest) - 2008
[Competitions]CSS ( 1 and 2 )
Teenage Icon Finalist 2007
School Competitions
[Performances]Community Centers Events
RCC Events
Outside Performances - Performing Group of MS
Teenage Icons- Teenage Bday Bash at DXO 2007
Loves
Fann
FCBC
SF
PL
My fwens
Computer
TIs
singing
acting
dancing
experiences
handphone
Wislist
1. Pink or Red and Black Laptop
2. Pink or Red and Black DS nintendo
3. More pooh bears
4. More bags =]
5. More clothes
6. Renovate my room
7. Nice watches
8. Pets (dogs or rabbits)
*Hope my ambitions/dreams can come true*
Ambition: Actress/Singer
Wants: To grow taller
Needs: To get slimmer
Aspire: To improve in acting and singing
Wishes: To learn acting,dancing and singing
Hopes : For joy and love
Thinks : Of getting whiter and prettier (like how i dunnnoe)
Sees: Getting into Mediacorp as my goal
Believes: That hardwork do pay off
Tries: TO do better in studies
Pray: That dreams do come true
天将降大任于斯人,必先劳其筋骨,
苦其心志,饿其体肤,空乏其身。。
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Stars:
Fann
Jeanette
Felicia
Joanna
Haidies:
Darlingg
Zhenyang
Konan
JiaJie
JiaZhen
Ashley
XiaoKelaoshi
XueLinglaoshi
Teenage:
Germaine
Maveric
Kelly
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Pearlyn
Julie
Janel
Vanessa
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Isobel
Cheryl