Sunday, June 29, 2008
Dance on fri was okay i guesss... just that i cant do some of the freaking steps... like so irritating! ermm.. then singing test soon so must jiayou, think my singing sucks recently. oh and that nite my mum brought me to her fwen's restaurant n met up wib some of her fwens lol.. they are nice pple and funneh pple. one doctor, one "ver impt person's" guard, one designer, and one more dunno what.. i tink they are like damn fun to be wib!! heee... they drank and the designer, a girl, omg super prettie.. im like so infatuated wib her.. as in u noe, the rite way. yeps. preetiness. =] ermmm.. then haha had a bit of food and also drank abit of beer. lol. FUNNESStoday went shopping/oral-training wib janel. the way she talk to all the shop pple is as if im the translater cause nowadays alot of cheenah pple work in sg mah. so all speak chinese.. omg.. its like.. arghh! janel jiayou! also. ermm. bought some stuff. lol.. EX-ness. im getting broke.. but alot of pple owe me money so, im free to spent lalalallalala.. ehh money is meant fer spending rite? lol... anw it rained heavily suddenli, haizz and we walked in the rain. lol.. jay-walked too.. its funneh when janel ask me ：“eh come back lah" lol i was like , " wad, u scared i kana wet, kana car acccident or commit suicide" lol... weirdd.. she say i too dramatic.. bleah =X, oh and its weird, maybe today i wear until ver short or wad alot of guys go and say "harlow" to my direction, dunnoe hu.... lol.... i was like, lol hu they halloing too =.= hah then i look behind me, bo lang.. lol.. must be janel lee... =PPPP kay, then.arghh.. i feel fat.. RAWR.. shudnt have eaten anything man. rawrrrrrrr........ im getting abit xi guan to not eating recess in sch lol. and its weird how im like "doing hw" lol.. everyone thinks im weird.. lol. pls lahh.. 我是三分钟热度的人。hah.. it wun last long.未来在等待相信未来让梦展翅高飞~不要让我的希望落空~不要让多一颗星星在一次熄灭。sian. its back to sch again tmr~and 法证先锋2 is nice ~~~loves 佘诗曼
10:55 PM
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
I realised sth today.
one day that i remain a PLite
I will not be able to forget christianity completely.
hah. thanks hu lao shi 4 praising my acting.
think i too tired today.
said abit of gribbish to her.
psps.
12:22 AM
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
haidie-ed today hah.. tink tat its great, made me feel happier wib those guys around.. but i tink i din sing too well today, abit throat pain. but nobodie believe =.= ermm haizzz.. din sing well, nid t haidie on fri, i cant do e dance either.. argh.. shiying must buck up.
kayy then sch is suber boring and tiring. haizz..
feeling a stinge of fatness... shiying stop eating!
12:35 AM
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Monday, June 23, 2008
Im utterly silent and living in solitude.How i wish that invisibility exists.Submerged in weariness.Gazing at the stars.Yet when i noe who you are.I don't know who I am. Im just a kid. And life's such a nightmare.Light up my path.Whoever you are.Bring me back to you.And never let me go.
11:12 PM
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How much more do i nid to hate her...
12:27 AM
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Sunday, June 22, 2008
在那昏暗之中
望着你渐渐远走
多想开口再唤你一遍
你的背影却毫无留恋
雨它悄悄地落
淋湿了失落的我
多想可以将回忆摆脱
却让思绪都堆满寂寞
躲也躲不过心里的难过
那雨丝也彷佛在嘲笑着我
笑我将自己困在那惆怅之中
为何不能自由得像风
为何不能自由得像风
吹散心中为你留下的梦
haizz. so trapped within my own thinking.... but ferget it.. some not so happy things happened today, maybe just a part of a memory tat i was trying so hard to forget and run away from.
*Shiing* is Looking for stars.. STAY~ 因为夜太美，寂寞的月亮，需要星星陪。
星锁。
帮我找回那最闪耀的星星好吗？
我怎样都找不到。
captivated by fann wong shows recently. and hong kong shows.
sch's starting.
sadded.
i dun wanna try anymore.
but i cant stop trying.
cause i still wan to achieve.
haiz.
为什么总要用快乐来隐藏悲伤呢？
又委什么要用笑容来掩饰泪光？
1:54 AM
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
Hey guys.haha.anyway just here to update about this week.kayy... last week of hols le.. everyone must be like "ARGH"haha.hmm. the most memorable thing that happened this week is the DARTS sec4 camp.its like so fun haha.. though its just 2 days 1 night.Firstly we arrived to sch on mon.was late cause got some thing to settlethen we played some ice breakers. though they were not so successful, but after awhile, we all did loosen upnext. we bathed lol. and had movie marathon and slept.a few of us stayed up late, to talk and some couldnt slp
tat seah shiying. i sleep halfway she tap me..was not really slping.. lets say, trying....yeps. then we finalli slept at like ermm 5plus.then wang lao shi opened the door and came in at 6+i immediately sit up. light slper.haha.siannnn......... every where ache, the stoopid hard hard floor!!.hah then.that daywe went to a nearby hawker to eat.FUN.then we played more games, ermmm. amazing race.tiredness... ran alot.results was draw.hahhh but yeps the games commitee did do a good job in the planning of this.kayy..then seniors came.bathe.~then was drama nite.tat nite we sang some of our fav theme songswe shared our innerst thotsand we said our goodbyesand lastly, was the acting.hahathanks all juniors.there were some sharings by seniors and also we took pics and announced the next year's commiteeall in all, a great camp!got to know alot of them better and truly hope DARTS will glow and then shine~oh and it was the first time tat my acting got commended..-submerged in happiness-
i missed haidie's lessons tat nite..but its worth itde tiredness and allin exchange fer alot of valuable fwenships.WORTH it!.ermm.. more pics coming up once i get them..=]]tmr theres singing AND dancing =.=woosh.anywayshiying's changing style again.. haha. >< dun be shocked!anyway vote wich name nicer.. cause i seriously wanna change my ENG name man. lol..just fer fun.. :sherraine (sher-rain)sherrice( sher- reece)sherray(sher- "do,re,mi"the "re") sherline(sher-leen)or keep it as maybelline?keep smiling :)
11:26 PM
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Monday, June 16, 2008
This few days, bel family went overseas so she came me house slp over.. HAH. we chionged maple, from day to nite, from nite to day.. HAH so fun.. ehh she and cheryl, tsk such a pig.. call them up also cant wake up.. so jialut.... AHDUI..
then one day, got D'arts mtg.. so went sch earlie in e morn.. quite fun.. but funneh lahh hahah.. Charlotte sat on a snail, -i tink- lol.. its so squashed.. dunno wads it.. but its gooey.. and i was the first to see it.. EEW.. in the morn we alrd saw it crawling around.. a special snail.. the shell got the shit the look u noe.. haha.. well.. HAH.. so poor thing luh charlotte we there scream scream scream no bodie help her. HAH. funneh funneh funneh =]]
kayy then come the weekends, went me dad's place. HAH watched my hong kong series.. 法证先锋2. HAH.. nice.. heee... but i personally think the first one nicer. =P sunday, father's day. Had a father's day lunch wib the whole family, my dad's side.. lol.. went for bufet. arghh fat.. but k luhh i din exactly pig... lol ><>
oh and lastly.. farewelll to GRACE jia.. luvv ya forever.. will miss ya.. sorrie for not able to send u off. but well i love you!!!~~~~ ermm... jiayou!! hope u get ever more pretty and rmb to come back in octty and come find me =]]] lubbs..
kay bye peeps and takkaire.. going for DARTS camp until tmr night.. buaizzxx
2:57 PM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
hmm... quite a good week..
ytd, went wif janel to bugis and far east.. bought my jacket and shirts.. haha.. dunno why.. my ling gan ytd abit sala... walk quite a few direction but i managed to get to the place eventually kayy.. haha.. hmm.. ok luhhh... oh yarr on the way.. we met alot of guai guai pple at orchard... Firstly, theres this group of teenagers, dunnoe wad ask pple to donate to those teenagers and kids whose parents dont pay for their school fees or their parents are in rehabilation centre and bla... donated 10 bucks.. wad a nice me luhh.. HAHA. =P.. yepss.. then, walk abit more, this two angmoh lady tell me help them take pic.. k lorr.. i be kind, help them take.. problem is they using a non-digital camera- like so olddddd.... and prehistoric.. then nvm loh.. help them take.. i clik once... then take tio liao.. thne she come and huh me and diu me.. then i ok lohh.. take again.. kao.. thankyou also dun have.. rarwrr.. wad do u expect?? "one two three chesssssee!?!??!?!" diaoooooo.. then walk walk walk... then this so called celebrity come and talk to us.. he was on top fun and all.. the so called "attention seeker" guy.. not exactly ming xing luh.. siao leh.. come approach us to be wad freelance model.. then dunnoe wad u two ver cute.. bla bla bla... also dunno wad he talking.. nid pay 100+ for dunnoe wad.. then we just stun there.. he say " why u two no reaction" hah.. i said sth tat could hab been quite irritating haha, " u talk too fast we cua tio.. " hah.. =]]]] heee.. then he say abit more then i " but we cant make the decision" then he gave up.. omg.. scarie and weirddddd... HAH...
today, went out to sch fer CCA mtg.. then meet me dad and go buy DS nintendo.. hah.. and got it.. it was ex mann.. kayy then went haidie... ok luhh.. was not dao or wad.. and huan jie din force me to do the extreme.. heng ahh.. on the way back.. rained quite heavily... pretty badd. drenched.. then on the mrt.. this two haidie fwen, come and "counsel" me.. haha.. weirdd... hmm.. i asked my dad this qns too.. i asked " really must believe then can do it meh??" he said " if u believe got God then theres God lor... if u believe theres ghost, then theres ghost lohh." its all in ure mind.. then my haidie fwens also asked me " do u believe u can be the ming xing u wanna be, if u dun, can gib up now cause u wun".. hmm.. took me into deep consideration.. he asid "there cant be any littlest doubt in ureself that u cant achieve it. cause if so u wun" i say" but smtimes its also chance mah" he said" chance, true.. but is pple gib one.. for example now in haidie.. ure not seriousness and ure dun cared attitude, maybe he put up wib it, think u got maybe abit of potential.. tolerate wib u..for the 1st time, 2nd time... but wad if 5th time.. will he just take it, u realli dun wanna learn and gib up" well i noe i dun want tat.. hah and.. well it really put me into thinking too..
hmm.. maybe its true... must believe first then can achieve. not achieve then believe..
yes, i can be ming xing and i really want to.. so must work hard lohh.. alamak.. maybe i realli shudnt keep burrying myself in the negativity.. and look more on the postivie side? and stop comparing wib others?? maybeeeee... hah..
kayy its getting late.. going to play me ds.... ntiexz to all XD
1:04 AM
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Saturday, June 07, 2008
YES~~~~!!
my dad promised to buy a DS nintendo(red and black) fer me... after my 苦苦哀求．hah.. but i must pay 100 dollars. bleahhh... not prob man.. DS is like so useful during my boliao time. HAH. next time travel time can play leee oleh oleh!!!! shiying is elateddddd.. finally one thing cancelled on my wishlist... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hah.. next tues.. gonna buy it. =]]] smilezzzzz
11:10 PM
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Friday, June 06, 2008
Stoopid computer, couldnt work fer days.. until now. crap.anyway,
yarr something, not realli i dun wan, but rather i cannot.
not just change the mentality jiu ke yi de.
but smtimes its a fact. not how u think, but a fact.
blahh.
kayy, ytd, went for photoshoot. got free one, cause of mum's credit card or smthing but two pic onli la... not ver nice ps.. im not photogenic. lol.. i admit.
yepps. and saw julie's show on chnl u. hah. k luhh =]
hmm.. today went shopping wib janel.lol.. its weird to go out shopping wif a gong ren de quiet gal.. but hah shes not quiet man. lol. hee.. dun get deceived by her looks lor. she complain duo duo wen ti duo duo.. hahahahahahahhaha.. bleah. =P we went suntec, marina and last but least i went to haidie actualli fer dance lessons.. but in the end last sec there le they say postpone cause the recep too bz.. forget to remind... hee.. nvm laa.. see the situation there.. shi zhen de bz.. hah.. dunnid so apologetic also. lol... next tues go there again. funneh. ermm din buy alot of things today.. only a handphone strap.. doesnt matter... will shop again soon... heee.. any kaki? lol..
oh yar.. saw teenage mag at haidie.. omg shi 丑的。my 终生遗憾。
anyway.
Hope those who went fer church camp will benefit and enjoy themselves.
Hope that those wif problems in their individual life will look wif eyes from the heart and not just the surface.
Hope that pple can understand each other better
Hope for world peace
Hope for love to be surrounding
Hope for family harmony in every household.
Hope for a better tmr
不想在深夜里徘回，在深夜里麻醉，轻易尝试放纵的滋味..
但可以吗?
想要遗忘
可以吗？
hah i din edit wib photoshop any pictures.. so look ver fat and not ver nice..
anyway i personalli think this pic look like vitagen or some peel fresh guang gao.. HAHAHAHA
this... =P
aiyaa.. still ugly luhh .. bleah
u light up my life.
suffering from insonmia.
slept at 5+1 am and woke upat 7am ytd
and slpt at 4am wake up ay 7+ am the day before.
and i wonder if singapore can buy slping pills like in other countries in the shows, lol.
siann
11:58 PM
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
And then suddenlie i wonder why i feel that i am so hopeless.
crap.
hmm.
schled today fer half of it, then went kovan buy stuff wib bel.
then went home
my stoopid com just refuse to cooperate
my posting here is after a hundred time re-oning the com
freak.
F.
kao.
siann.
then went haidie.
i suck at singing seriously
suck at acting
suck at dancing
suck at talking
suck at everithing.
12:49 AM
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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
And then smtimes u just think that theres no nid for these things.
And so mite as well just bid farewell to it.
And then smtimes u just wonder why on earth shud u just press on.
And then smtimes u just feel so irritated and maybe u shud just stop trying.
~SHUT UP..
haizz.
Silence. is the best.
enjoying it
while i can.
leave me alone.
shhhh
离开是为了等待重逢
安静是为了享受遗忘
1:42 AM
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Monday, June 02, 2008
look at the one in yellow furthest rite
and felicia chin
Look like the same person??
lol.
the first pic is a hong kong actress, 吕慧仪
and the second is singapore actress, felicia chin..
lol dun they just look alike.
both mei nu jiu shi le.
hah. so i was burrying myself in all the canto shows nowadays.
heee. XD
look alike rite?!!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!
rawrr..
~jealous~
they are both tall and preeetttyyyy
rawrrrr
now watching, 原来爱上贼
not a bad show..
not bad too..
lets hope sg shows can improve..
=]]] the plott woo hoo
maybe perhaps hk more fu zha..
like there got robbers and robbers can hack and alot of stuff
singapore.. shi standard de haha
hmm..
let me continue dreaming
not awakening me during my slumber
12:35 AM
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
today.. was bored.. terribly bored.
hah.. so i went to watch movie at amk,
Indiana Jones.
nice show.
lol..
thriller.
hahahaha.
lol i like the old man.
so act blur
bleah.
hmm..
this whole show is like knowledge bla bla bla.
then this woman so greedy
then this buddy so backstabbing
then such a twist in the storehh
go watch. nt bad.
hmm..
lol.
who wanna watch panda show wib me or any show?
chronicles of narnia ?
heeee XD
bleah
im boreddd.
arghh
back to watching my canto series// =]
1:35 AM
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