Wednesday, April 30, 2008
不要说你爱我
你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我
我知道了会很难受
我要你默默走
不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我
说奇怪的理由
im just a kid and life is a nightmarewent to sign up for j team today..
lessons start two weeks later..
on every sunday from 10-1.
HAH..
just now in sch got fake fire drill.. so shi bai. lol.. stoopid leh. during our recess, not as if i eat recess but just yarr.. HAHA. ermm.. we walked down lol.
ermm.. GEOG sucks. i have no idea wad de teacher, or rather... she dun even TEACH~ just tell us copie things that she type and tell us if she can type we can write.. U KNOW HOW LONG OR NOT ~.. I ALSO CAN TYPE.. why dun i type u write.. wtf? and she keeps calling me and everything.. =.= Idiot.
chapel, went to find tessa, wanted to siam but in the end went, cause nid arrange tables fer MYE.
ermm.
yea.
one thing i noe fer sure,
life does sucks
freedom tmr.
shes nt gonna be at home.
MYE start on fri..
AHHHHHH`
他妈的,不要跟我讲钱的问题.
我恨你
reflect >> "Have we lost our guts just because we're settled down? or we no longer have the guts to challenge somthing that we think we dun have to do or think we cant do? Actually, courage and commitment are twins. If u think u have not the guts for it, then you have forgotten what commitment is. Otherwise, guts would not have left u. If some think they have the guts to end their own lives, it is courage. Then i believe in the end, they will understand that facing life, and accepting the cares from their fwens and family,this commitment is itself a manifestation of courage. In our world, we dun nid comic heroes to save the day, because in our lives for certain days and certian things,we can be our own hero?"
crappp.
9:20 PM
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有人说天刚要黑的时候在天边出现的第一颗星星它叫黄昏晓风吹呀吹吹呀吹吹在黄昏的空中我飘呀飘飘啊飘飘不进你的心中问一问风怎么说也不能解释所有的痛到不如问一问我要怎么去过风吹呀吹吹呀吹吹在微凉的梦中我追阿追追阿追却停在原地不动风为什么还不走陪着我安静等你划过我不再问为什么因为我懂了拥抱的温度只有你清楚通往幸福的旅途黄昏才领悟该往哪里停驻我用一辈子去追逐风吹呀吹吹呀吹风吹呀吹吹呀吹
"When someone has alrd no future, why still ask her to strive for her future.. when someone has no tmr, why tell her to strive for tmr?"Sometimes really, knowledge is sth quite irritating, as when u noe too much. u tend to think too much, think of ways in wich can help the situation.. Lets say, to slim down u noe that there are ways to do it, even if the way is bad.. u noe it can work.. When u know too much, u tink too much.. HAIZ Haidie-ed today.. hmm was late.. haha.. lessons today was OK bah... dunnoe lehh.. today i really cannot sing.. tat stoopid 依然是朋友song.. no feeling, cant reach high part, some part off-key.. omg.. one of the worst day of my singing mann... HAIZ.. haha.. we seem, the class pple,, haha trying to know each other better like tat.. HAHA. =] >.< .. i hate tat song le lahh!! I CANT SING IT! ARGH.school today was borinnggggg... ARGHH. Sometimes,the crux is not whether others would blame u, its rather whether u can forgive ureself..cant wait fer haidie lessons so taht i can clear that stoopid song.. RAWRR then i can sing my teh teh song. one meal a day~~~~ can jian fei? HEEEEEEE smile=smile=smile=smile. NOT. k i go watch my hk show.oh and shiying ytd got go play bb.. HAHA and ran 8 rounds around bb court.. and my eng oral DEAD.eng and chinese compo so 扯 haha.. funneh i go and write some dramatic storyylalala.and everything is like so drastic.aha.not raelly wad i feel and think if u noe me HAHAk... =.=shhhh~ haizz
12:53 AM
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
i know that im such a walking contradiction, but never did i think it would have anything to do wif studying. i admit its not tat i dun study at all, i never ever said that im not gonna study at all but rather i study last min, like before the exam one hr, chiong. why am i being "scolded" as irritating in a topic like this? and i dun even studie exactly for every test and say i never..i just study last min??? during recess if theres a test later just to get my mind off food! I did say i nid to lose weight.. its just a distraction yo~! and hu says i always studie? i read story book too can? during recess.... i din even regard studying as a bad thing that i cant tell pple i do.. but the fact is LAST MIN~~~~~~!! its a great difference.. its a fail but dun fail too badly thingy. wads wrong man.. wads wrong..
kkay..
not exactly happie today.
din go church. din feel like it, and watched shows at home my hk shows.. chasing it. and wtf, i got scolded at home fer nothing! totally nothing and she shouted and screamed at me. im so irritated haiz.. =[ sadd.. dun wanna go into detail, but yar.. tis seriously not my fault this time.. its just about how she feels, wad she wants. is
gambling really so impt?!?!?!?
nvm. then at night, watched my fann wong.. haha liao zhai was so nice.. touching and sad. dunnoe why, i somehow prefer shows that are rather touching and saddening rather to those comedies.. haizz.. yarr liao zhai is so nice. haizzz.. will miss it.. today last epi. nth else to look forward to during weekends.
mothers' day approaching, yet i dun find any meaning in it.
sian luh.
i hate it.
hate myself.
kao.
Once upon a time,there was an angel.
she loved to help others with her magic
so that she could smell the taste of bliss from those she has helped.
One day,she encountered a poet.
He was young,handsome,rich and talented.
Also he had a beautiful wife
However he was sad and asked the angel for help
he asked her for extra blessings
The angel thought for a long time for a way to help this poet.
She finally decided on giving him nothing.
instead she took away everything he had.
Half a month later, she met the poet again.
He has become a failure in life.
Then the angel gave him everything back.
Another half a month passed, and the angel met the poet again.
The poet thanked the angel for the blessings.
Humans are ver interesting creatures
We treasure what we have only when we are about to lose them
Actually, bliss is often right infront of us.
There is no definition for it
A minor detail in life may touch ure heart
it all depends on ure perspective
The key to a blissful life is to treasure wad u have.
YET...
Alot of times, the scars we get during our growing period are not unlike the regrets we have in our lives.. Some are proud of their scars but more are ashamed of them.. they try to cover them up, get rid of them.. They just wan to forget about them.. But from the medical view, scars are the body's memory of traumas.. They serve as cautionary reminders of the lessons learnt.. Hence if u wanna forget them, you first shud haf the courage to face them..
Obviously i dun. i dun. i dun.
some things can never be forgotten.. neither can we escape from it.
somethings cant ever be gotten rid of
why shud i try so hard to make myself more positive..
why shud i...
however, i admit, there is a second part to the previous paragraph.. to those who would rather the positive way of thinking read on....
There's a german proverb about trees.. It says the strongest parts of a tree are where its scars lie.. Trees are often under the attack of the elements.. The trunk and branches will break and fall..But the tree will recover and grow again.. Though the scars are ugly, they're also the hardest parts of the tree, they can support the tree to grow.. The moral of the proverb isnt hard to understand as everyone has his own story of a stormy encounter.. It may be the death of one's beloved, it may be simply some upsets in one's job.. I dun intend to compare which kind of frustration is greater than the other, I just believe even before man dominates the earth, nature has given him already a survival instinct which helps him grow.. Even after setbacks, he can walk again against the headwind..It's exactly like the tree's old trunk..We maynt have many dilemmas in life but what should we do when they appear? Shall we allow them to control us or we put destiny in our hands? There's no right or wrong, good or bad.. As long as we're like the old scarred tree, we'll take charge of our fate and direction.. Even under adverse conditions we can still live a good life....
i find it difficult to believe.
but i know theres two ways in which u can look at things.
i know.........
=internal conflict=
我宁可一直站在雨中
~dun mind me~
just take it as im talking rubbish
11:21 PM
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
just read finish another book.. shiying likes reading. HEE but this book abit sad.. alot of problems bla bla.. then the two sisters died in the end.. one died of medical/anorexia leading to alot of health probs,the other one attempted suicide because of the sister.. no ending dunnoe die or not.. i assume yes. HAHkayy.. i dun feel ver good.. not feeling well.. ok.. nvmjust now went play basketball dwnstairs.. enjoy.. hah shiying not bad la.. still can throw so far. HAHA and in. lalala.. kk.. then got these two indian men who lingered around watching me play. and i was so alone.. and they went off, then some sec sch boy came HAH sat there and watch me until my mum came down and then he ps ps look smwhere else and walk off.. HAHA.. LOL.church tmr? dunnoe.c bah.watching hk drama... 妙手人心 nice.. HAHA. and just now watched 等一个晴天.. nice.sad.anw,shit i really nid to lose weight.kao kao kao.生命太无常了也不知自己在想什么我也害怕.走不出的过去找不到在心中的意义我也犹豫.如果还有明天我该怎样装扮我的泪.如果没有明天要如何说再见因为你从不发现我笑中还有泪...
11:59 PM
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yay... finalli completed.. maybe im gonna change banner tho.. weekends le.. HAHA. finally got rest.. but yea... today must bring back all the books.. and i got alot of books to bring back.. KAO.. lol.. classmates all say i best.. but yea.. raelly heavy.. so took cab wib iso home =] LALAL... then we played maple. MYEs coming... DIE DIE DIE. rawrrrrcounting down to MYEscounting down to Dance of the Dragon.JYJY!~~wishing everybodie rest in this weekends. =sign off=shall go and read my book.fwr!
1:26 AM
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
k.. i changed abit.. stop here.. damn tiring looking at htmls.. ARGH.. kk..
ermm.. today... nth much.
boriinng sehh..
its so fast.. tmr last day of sch as in, for the week..
haha. mid years, ps ytd count wrong.. shud be 9 days
excited yet im so tinking im gonna faill.. ARGH
lalla -
dance of the dragon - 1 may
MYE starts- 2 may
how??
nvm. hu wanna jio me that weekend or any days for my fann wong show?!?!?
2 may - Kbox session. maybee..
lol
11:50 PM
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i hate orals!argh! had eng oral today.. i tink i will fail.. kao luh.. fed up wib myself.. weirdd me.. cause i cant think of the word then i was like talking to myself " shit wads that word" the whole time... damn it! RAWWRR... =[[[[ haizzz........... im borred... 11days to mid years..shiying is so doomed..doesnt matter...i dunnoe why.no mood.haizz..anyway im gonna change my blog skin soon =] wait and see....
11:48 PM
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
today, tiring day man...firstly, got drenched in the big rain in the morn... colddd and wett.. as if the drying up got any use.. haha but i dun wanan lend uniform from General Office. hah must be like long like shit. yea.. so was brrrrr-ing the whole morn and thinking of how to shua ber ber cause her bday then the =mission= mentioned in the previous post was the celebration and present for her..ok it was damn hilarious the way i told her to go to the library and she did. ask her help me find some nonsentical book and she did.. lalalla.. HAHA tell her go toilet she did. tell her follow me to carpark and she did.. and she seriously din suspect anything even when her present was just placed next to her and went pass her 3 times right at her eyes. hahaha. LOL.. yea.. the best part i feel was when hui came from the back and shock her. i bet ber never ever expect hui to be there even if the cell grp did cele for her.. HAHA.. yea and she just told me " weird hui never wish me" like so sad like tat.. HAHAHHA.. so funneh.. and i kept telling her when we going out of the library "see lah never come church then we cannot cele for u cause everyone so bz.. u lahh never come.. then iso got guitar and cher got some doc's appointment... aiyaa.. cannot cele" hahha FUNNEH yeps to it was " fun" LALALLA and she was shocked.. glad she enjoyed it.Then hai die.. was as usual great, one of my fav places now.. HAHA.. but i was ver tired i guess, and abit sore throat so i din realli participate in class much.. HAHA de teacher huanjie ver nice LOL.. and everbodie there too.. ver warm hahah.. YEPS.. and it ended late like at 10.30.. and they finalli end cause huan jie was like " eh hao bah xia ke.. shiying yao shui jiao le" HAHA... funneh. oh and when taking mrt back wib them they all look at me abit guai-ly.. then i was like " do i look sleepy" they say "no u look like u can faint anytime" HAHA weirddd.. then i walk back home tat time really seh liao.. until car infront of me i never see... until last min... HAHA but ok la.. but yea falling sickkkkkk.. ARGH. nvm. and i realised why, firstly i slp rather late.. 2ndly i just had 1 pack of hello panda and 1/4 bowl of maggi for the whole day... HAHA lol... yayy i enjoy haidie... there, i can be ver happy and cheerful, dunnoe why,, maybe since i was the youngest and they all rang wo? i dunnoe.. yea..and then i wonder wich is de real me.. am i like faking it in sch? act brave, act dao, act zai.. but am actualli not? aha its weird how i totally shut off from the surroundings during chinese lessons.. even e teacher cant get A word out from my mouth.. she ask me question.. i dun reply and signal my fwen to help me ans.. HAHA its just weird..yeahh.. wich is realll...这世界的真真假假,假假真真实在是难以分辨.只能看你用设么角度来看用怎样的心来对待怎样用爱来感化用怎样的关怀方式来护着他.
11:53 PM
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Monday, April 21, 2008
Long time no post..anyway my parents did allow me to sign up for e jteam course thats so ex.. HAHA so happiee..today was stoopid.. went to church cause of =mission= din wanna go de lah even at the last min, but still went in the end. meet the others and tried to accompl;ish the =mission= but to no avail. sad. so must bring back home too.. anyway me and iso went tampines and cher went simei. then me iso hui and sokfan took cab to hougang, cause i couldnt miss my liao zhai fann wong show that rawks so much. ARH. yar.. then i lost my phone! kao. left it in the popular.. i dinnoe until i reach first floor, step out of hougang mall then i suddenli got yu gan. shit i left my phn up there.. HAHA.. ran up.. and i couldnt find it.. heng hui and iso there, help me find, one hour, cannot find.. and hui called like 60 times and isobel msg 4 times.. HAHA.. yarr in the end turned out that the person dunnoe how to use me phn. and we met him at some block and got it back.. HENG AH..HAHA.. weirdly from this.. i realise two things.. firstly.. i realise everytime go chuch, sway sway will lose smthing.. first time lost hp at church, second time was coming back from church now its after church.. i rmb last time when i was young, when my aunt brings me to church, that night i will fall sick.. so yea.. ver sway one.. i rmb got once i was supposed to be involved in some church performances, taht day went to that church to shi tai.. tat night high fever.. got once church camp also then sick.. its always so sway.. so i hate it.Second thing, i realised that i shud appreciate my spiritual fam more.. HAHA.. hui really ping ming da, ping ming help me find my phone.. and isobel keep smsing and looking for it too.. then they both did pray in their own time... well.. God answers prayer? i really dunnoe.. but thank goodness and thank God that well i got it back.. of cause thank that honest family too.. if i lose my phone this time, again... i tink my parents will not only kill me.. but i tink im gonna die.. LOL.. haven reach home die liao.. ok.. THANKS! and i love you all HAHAHA.k.. in church, went there like since how many weeks not going le.. but also not ver long la. ANW. haha they went forward for worship today.. that sight.. i was reminded and thinking lol.. the first time that i came church and went forward for worship that time tat thought.. " why they all have so much energy and enthusiasm and joy in worshipping God" HAHA.. really thinking.. LOL weirdd.. yea.. sermon, i was drawing.. din really "LISTEN" to anything, bits and parcels nia... haha.. scully God make me lose my phone as punishment??? =XXXX ooops... i hope not.yarr.. so that was my suber tiring day and we still haven completed the =mission= SIAN LAH.oh and this few days quite happy, cause my mum always fetch me after sch go for lunch.. SO NICE,, gee. and ytd went my dad's hse watch movie.. AVP2.. siaones.. my heart was thumping like shit.. stoopid aliens.. HAHA anw.. lol that was good.. at least i noe smthing to say abt aliens for O levels = they make technology better. HAHAkayy.. mapling nowadays too.. so not really ver online.. LALALALLAA.. kk.selah~rest.anyway dance of the dragon coming soon! woo hoo =]]]]]]]
12:09 AM
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
最近太累了,不像谢太多。想说的只是,原来人可以为人而改变。生活也不一定痛苦不堪。只靠你怎样看待事情。
其实我不怎么快乐
只是着说服自己我很好。
shit like i just pass my maths test. kao. haizz.. could haf scored 15 but scored 10 due to careless mistake.. saddening shit. i gaf up, plus my chinese is so difficult haizz.. FAIL LIAO. where got chinese test compre ask u state one example and wad is the writing style.. DIAO. haizz.. alot of things happen today too.. =[ haiz. but yea.. tmr cross country even mmore siann!!!
累累累累累。。。
10:49 PM
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Monday, April 14, 2008
HAHA... nowadays nua at home.. watch fann wong.. bla bla.. i really wanna be artiste really want to.. HAH wad else can i do but to work hard to get there? HMM.. anyway.. omg.. fann wong rawks man haha.. her new show on chn 8 聊斋.so damn nice.. i really pei fu her.. i wonder how to act- cry, but must ren dun let de yan lei drop, then eyes red OMGGG.. iahve no idea how.. so.. i shall learn HAHA.. as in.. well i wanna take up movie acting course by Jteam. HAHA graduates will get a chance to participate in his new movie.. I mean.. so wad if its just a celefare At LEAST its the experience that counts.. HAHA. anyway.. yeps.. but so EX.. 950.60 fer 8 lessons 3 hrs. SHI EX de.. in order to persuade my parents i told them i iwll pay half.. i mean.. at least im not those 还没赚钱就学会花钱 pple.. HAHA my hard-earn money kk HIAK HIAK.. yea yea yea.. i hope they will agree.. but of cuz, they will try to allow la.. hu tell me so lovable at times.. 其实他们是疼我的,只是有时用不同的方式而已,但说真的,如果是我要的,他们都精良满足,那我还能奢望设么呢? haiz.. if this is it.. then let it be it.I wanna continue dreaming.let me dreamcan?~~~`Aim : to be an artiste.Needs: to grow taller improve in singing improve in acting get skinnier (im so fat) kao to get whiter to work hard to achieve to know how to talk more RAWRRR..well, went to 扫墓.today.. YEPs.. family gathering.. sot of. HAHA.. lol then din go churrch.. dunnoe why... i rmb last year same thing, sunday, aftre e thing i rush to church. this time, i raelly din oppose much to all de 拜ing. and my mum's side quite strong buddists yeps.. HAHA but funneh thing.. my mum today actualli told them i "christian" WORR.. and they acknowledge it, in a sense, ancestors still must 拜, anyway also haven baptist, and until 21 then say haha.. weird.. they acknowledge i "christian".. FUNNEH SIA.. jsut when.. im not so enthu abt christianing. LOL.. anwyay yeps. tats my day.. also another weird thing is im getting rather lots of support from family amd fwens, they all tell me wad.. 当明星要瘦要白 and they all were like u will grow taller de.. LOL. and even my dad, after i tld him i wanna go for jteam thing, he actualli dunwan, but i told him i ralely raelly raelly want.. then he said ok lor.. HAHAHA omg..miracles~~ LALALALALAhmm.. if im gonna think on the christian aspect then, THANK GOD~!!!! LALALALALA thank God for this.. i hope i raelly can make it.. LALALA..fann wong rawks!!
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I LOVE MY TUESDAYS.. HAHA...
ver funn..
anyway went haidie.. yep yeps.. funn... and huan jie (teacher) said i improve HIAK HIAK HIAK.....
im love ing it.
12:39 AM
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
My head's spinning the whole day seriously...
giddy....
everytime i close my eyes its as if everything around me is rotating..
like im on a merry go round..
FRAEK..
and my brain is dead and ive got so many things to do....
SPIN~
1:24 AM
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
TIREDDDNESSS..tmr got sch again.. SIAN... MYEs coming.. SIAN.. Os this year.. SIAN..i feel like slipping into unconciousness.then i dunnid to think of anything.CRAP.anyway read finish a book called ANGEL. shi hao du de.. HAHA.. all my books are mostly nice.. HIAK HIAKtiredtiredtiredtiredfantasy and reality.im crazy abt fann wong again.. LOL. :)im sliding down into nowhere.真的好累好累~我不要童话故事这样改变~原来乐观的人不好做原来未来的路不好走
9:39 PM
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Saturday, April 05, 2008

yeay.. shiying's 2nd song HAHAHA
世上有希望
by shiying~~
yeps.. shall try uploading soon HAHA..
heres the lyrics:
走完了路回头看看
谁一直在身旁
一个拥抱一滴泪水
谁为你而伤
进入梦中闭眼想想
谁指引你方向
一丝微笑每一句话
明思在心房
开始梦想
忘掉悲伤
打开翅膀
继续飞翔
不要害怕
意志坚强
世上有爱
世上有希望
停下脚步回头想想
随风飘向海洋
你的包袱一些风浪
谁与你扛下
静静的夜静思一番
谁把黑暗照亮
一句慰问鼓励的话
谁给你力量
hmm tell me wad u all think kk..
HAH.. dunneh shiying's song all so positive.. SALA-ness
LOL
hmm.. kk..
anyway.. today drama competition.
shi lei de.. not only act,dance,wait, still nid carry things.. HAIZZ five floors by stairs down LOL
TIREDDDD
haha.. anyway heres some pics::
Anyway.. siao luh.. damn sway lately.. keep falling.. SAD lah. so many bruises.. freak......

still got lahh... CREEP.. so irritating.. so disfigured..
arghhh~~~~~ like got how many?? 3 on my hand. 2 on left 1 on rite leg.. =[[[[
pain lahhh =[
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hahahaha.. just jk.. its all makeup lehh..
pro hor mee... HEHHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEH
make up so real
happy belated april's fools~~~ LALALALLALA

lame shiying..~~~
11:05 PM
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Friday, April 04, 2008
hehe.. :) gib some comments on the song:heres the lyrics..anw, first time write song, plus my piano no grade plus i sore throat. if not ver nice.. HAHA apologies to that :) 你要相信lyrics:shiyingmusic:shiyingsang by:shiying孤独的时候
人生没有梦
记住要望着天空
你要相信
在暮色天里
也会看到七彩的长虹
沮丧的时候
看行人走过
难免会感到失落
你要相信
当灰云飘走
雨后总会有灿烂天空
星星照亮你的前方
不要哭, 我会守候在身旁
月亮歌颂着, 我们拥抱着
海风轻轻吹在脸上
太阳为你发出光茫
从此以后不再让你受伤
总有一天会看到彩虹
一路上有我陪伴
点燃希望song to those i lub.. including u.. :) 你要相信!! well.. today was a fine day.. HAHA.. loves to jamie.. who fetched me home HAHA. tmr having D arts rehearsal until late late and sat got competition HAHA.. CCA luhh..JYJYJYbtw, must on9 on imeem to hear full song horr =]
12:42 AM
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
ytd went to haidie.. ok lahh but ytd the mood of the class, like everybodie ver tired.. but well its still nice to be there.. i plan hao le.. i shall learn singing, acting, dancing, make-up, guitar and modelling after Os.. then by 19 i shall be skilled man.. HAHA.. JY JY!~ lalallahaha then,did nth much today.. chapel was super boring.. half-slping thruout.. borriiing.. HAHA hmm.. then... today the lessons all siao siao one.. CREEP.. as in the timing.. so sian they change.. oh then we played com game for NE.. yeps.. sho funnnn.. LALALA... ci ji.. ver boredd at home today.. so i tried writing a song, lyrics plus music.. HAHA.. called: 你要相信.. anyone wanna hear?? haha ask me.. lalal.. i sing fer u.. JK~! i tink its nt ver gd luhh... nt gd enuf.. HAIZZ.. took upon some pple's advice to try writing song.. SO i write lorrr...haha... :)sing sing sing~~~ lalalaas if no one hears me.oh and i wanna join fannatic fann club :) hehe see when luhh..
superband coming up too.. go check it out in channel u website if interested
11:22 PM
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
如何对你说:
信念-我相信人间有奇迹,暮色里也会有七色的长虹..:)你羡慕她的美貌像鱼羡慕鸟飞得够高
鸟却永远不了解海的奇妙你羡慕她的情调像沙羡慕石的牢靠石却享受不了风自由的怀抱牛奶替代不了面包
就想哭替代不了笑
其实是虚荣戒不掉
才会忽略每个人不同的好完美是一个目标有谁能够全部做到
可知道谁都有自己
不一样的心事烦恼这世界谁来决定
谁比谁好谁更荣耀
说到底自信最重要只有自己才能让自己微笑~~~~~~~
天堂的家什么样
是不是都长了翅膀
风暴将临
带我们逃我们用爱打造原谅过往再拥抱希望紧紧拥抱我们的新家家是每个小孩的梦想泪和汗流过的胸膛爱一块一块的砌上装上门窗迎接阳光家是每个心灵的天堂伤痛了逃回的方向爱一天一天的茁壮家就是天堂只有自己才能让自己微笑~~Nothing much today..chiong-ed one book.. HAHA.. nice book. :) called "sister in sanity"quite nice la.. if i can finish like during one day.its okayy..HAHA.. tired..28 days to mid yearsi haben studie..信念- meng de tui dong li.
ni yao xiang xin ni hai ke yi.
you can do anything...
the world is full of possibilities
wo bing mei you hen kuai le
zhi shi shi zhe bu yao rang zi ji tai guo bei shang. :)
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